Feeling Down & Out; Karma Please Go Away

Karma has a way of finding us when we are doing good and just breaking us down. It can be for something so little but then she takes her revenge. Plus, it seems like it happens all within’ the same time period , in which you really feel like there is no hope.

But there is.

Karma can only last so long but with a tough spirit and good intentions you can pull through. Well, at least that is what I am going to keep telling myself. Hopefully one day it will work.

This week has been stressful enough between work and the home life. Need I say more? …Maybe. I finally get a break this weekend so I can at least catch up on a little R&R. Maybe just for a few hours.

I didn’t get to the gym today for my kickboxing class, its a virtual one so I don’t have to worry about my schedule, and I feel bad about it. Unfortunately I didn’t feel well enough to go work out. Quite frankly I just decided to skip it. I had a very rough day and it didn’t get any better.

I had to say my final goodbyes to my step mom. Technically she wasn’t my step mother but she was my fathers long term girlfriend, since I was much younger than I am now, and I consider her to be a big part of my life. She loved both of my kids dearly and I would like to think that she thought of them as her own.

We lost her suddenly and I remember seeing her just a couple days before she passed. She looked weak but I never though that that was going to happen. My daughter was old enough to know and remember grandma, even though she gets confused sometimes, and she had a hard time after grandma passed.

I miss her. She was a good woman. She had her vices but don’t we all.

It’s time to go get some sleep now but I would like to say that there will always be bad times in your life. Over and over again will they haunt you, but remember that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

XoXo Jessica